just rambling

School has been going well. Work has been going well. Then why do I feel the way I feel. I feel lost somehow. I'm sad. I feel like my life is just passing me by. I have give 5 years of my life to work. I am getting older and haven't lived. When do we finally just stop wanting and go and do. How interesting people are. There are some that have gotten it all along-they are the ones traveling, living, loving life. They have a fire in their eyes and a passion for life. Then there are others that put there nose to the grind and push through life doing what they think they are suppose to do. A crossroads in my life. Which way will I go. For now I think that I will continue with what I'm doing. I am in hopes that it will pay off. I will be done with school and then take a break.